Lately I've been wrestling with my thoughts about what I should write next, trying to be careful of not to share what I write in my journal, but this is like my journal and its MY BLOG so here I go. I've honestly never thought that losing a friend so close yet so far, could hurt so much. At times I question why do I keep crying and feeling like this, then I realized, nothing was ever solved. From all the bickering, yelling, fighting, breaking things, breaking each other, to all the laughter, smiles, memories, inside jokes and tears I've never apologized. I've never apologized to a friend who knew EVERYTHING about me and who still knows EVERYTHING about me. I know this sounds depressing and all but SORRY ABOUT IT....don't continue reading if your just gonna judge and get a mahi rash..eeh. Hearing songs from Adele and John Legend does ABSOLUTELY NOT solve anything. I know the simple thing is to just apologize but I've ran out of time...not I'm not gonna commit suicide (sorry if you got offended), but I've literally ran out of time. No I'm not that type of person who owns up to a person when they pass away cause that's ANNOYING! Don't disrespect, then respect. I've learned to become a stronger person you need to learn, even if its the hard way, WE ALL learn. For me I've learned the hardest way anyone could ever learn, and I hope no one has to learn the same way I did. Lesson learned: Be the bigger person and apologize, even if its not your fault.
-Lovely Leah
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