Don't you love our smiles(:

After 7 years I finally have the courage to say, the wall for my love life has officially been put to rest! In other words, I have finally found someone who I don't have to question. Yes, its hard to believe that I've hardly trusted those who I dated. For the past 7 years, I've been hiding under a rock because I had no intention of ever trusting someone. I would always ask myself questions, like what if, then what, how, who and when. It only has to happen once for someone to lose my trust, and have it carry on for other people. But since I've been hurt so much by the people I love, I just shut everything down and OFF. Yeah I know its kind of depressing, but what can I say, at least I try. Sorry for those of you who are lost with my life aha! Let's be real if you know me then you'd TOTALLY understand. 
Just to be clear I owe a BIG and huge thank you to this handsome fella! Believe it or not he's my number one supporter (besides my parents). No I didn't put my walls down when I met him, cause it did take some time. But he made it all happen! Of course I can't give him all the credit (sorry babe lol), but I owe a BIG MAHALO to my best friend above keakua! There's no way that I could have done it with out my father in heaven. He's helped me to grow in so many ways through this relationship.
For me to be bringing my wall down was the biggest and most humbling experience that I've ever had! For me to put my guard down, is like me putting my life in complete DANGER! I could really care less of how good you could treat someone because other people tell me, you'd just have to prove it. I'm blessed to have Perry in my life now to help me with this and I'm happy I didn't have to face it alone! It's down and GONE!